

untitled you are deep dark mysteriousuntitled by ~Forevertilltomorrow
like the night that falls under the shadow of your hair
what is behind those eyes
they're so secretive and you never let me in
my heart falls to such vague depths
between every look
i fall and stumble in the depths of your soul
i wish i could read
your eyes
your smile
your mind
i stare at your rose petal lips
I wish I could steal sweet kisses from them
if only i could
break this silence
but somehow i can't move
can't even breathe when you're near me
the words I long to say
can never come out
as more than a whisper
echoing throughout time
when i'm around you
I'm lost
fading into the darkness


Los Angeles palm trees swaying in the windLos Angeles by ~Forevertilltomorrow
under the dark sky
studded with stars
the moonlight that falls
on the glistening water
the sun that sets over the horizon
fading into colors or purple and pink
the city illuminated with bright lights
still awake, still alive even at night
it was so magical to me
throughout time the images have become
a haze of dreams
that have become lost to me
slowly fading from my mind
i miss los angeles
and my memories there as a child


My heart still belongs there "My heart still belongs there/my memories in Iran"My heart still belongs there by ~Forevertilltomorrow
this night reminds me
of being back in my country
my memories back there
even on the other side of the world
even after all this time
my heart still belongs there in Iran
memories come back to me
like how i used to sleep under the stars and dream
my dreams awaken in the middle of the night
by a religious chant coming from the mosque in the neighborhood
(a reminder to pray)
I'd just lay there and listen
it was like a lullaby
the sounds were so comforting to me somehow
i remember looking out from rooftops at the city below
i remember how i used to go to parks
they were still


Just an Illusion I hate all this pretending I hate all this "fake" happinessJust an Illusion by ~Forevertilltomorrow
I'm not happy so why pretend to be?
should you just
just put on a smile and be bubbly all the while u arent
live in a bubble fool yourself make yourself believe it is okay
but one day your bubble will pop and you'll see it's everything you thought was there really wasn't
I live in all the lies people told me the ones I believed to be true
but there was never anything there
why should I love or care about people when no one cares about me
I loved you and you never loved me
you always brought me down
theres no such thing as love or happiness
I don't believe in it
happines
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out of my mind be back in five....yrs...mayb...
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our life is what our thoughts make it
i am; therefore, i think
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